Evening Meanderings of the 29th of December

 And i believed my father! I was doomed! A fish out of water. I was thrown to the proverbial wolves. I picture myself like that child of my youth who has been abandoned by my mother, screaming for her to come back. Utterly deflated! My heart ripped out of my soul! I was in the darkness that i was not familiar with. I had been protected for 20+ yrs from this side of the world. A child in the light and now had been thrown into the dark, deep hole physically, and spiritually! I was utterly ALONE!



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